Did this last year off my galaxy note,
Sums up how I was feeling about the lockdown.
Maybe I'll finish it one day.
it takes a tough chicken to make a tender man
Land Of the Mourning Calm
Joined on 2/18/04
Posted by Ani-x - April 25th, 2011
Why do i do what i do?
That has been a common question asked in my life.
"Why do you wrestle when you only get injured?"
"Why fight when it all can only ends in bad way?"
well answer then is same now, even with games.
I love to entertain. My job may have changed but passion is the same.
If i can take some one one away from all the problems, stress and shit that plagues every day life.
even for just five minutes they can be lost in the moment, then that is my job.
and that makes my job complete.
Give a fuck what goes into it, all that matters is that five minutes....if we can get more then its even better.
But ill spend months on that five minutes.
Posted by Ani-x - June 13th, 2010
Something i been living with for years and years (about 10 years i can think of, but probly longer)
It has this funny way of creeping up on ya on the worst times..or even shows up to crash a good time,
Its really a everyday battle.
Seems to get worse as you get older to.
For those who never had it, most don't understand it and seem to look at it with guff.
And even when your attacks pass, and the weird paranoia stops, you yourself look back at it with guff.
I do my best against it.
Sometimes I win, sometimes I loose. But one thing is for sure. It does lower the quality of life.
It has effected many aspects of my life. I can even say I couldn't take great career opportunity because of it. Even drastically effected some of my relationships. and even just my overall life at times.
Reason why im posting this? well I was talking to someone who has bad anxiety. and they feel its the end all, That there life is over, They are weird and they will never get better.
Fact is, You can have a normal life, There is help (although it can take a wile) But more so you are not alone.
There is no shame in admitting it. no need hide it. ( you will feel better if you dont hide it from the people around you)
Allot of people, even famous people suffer from this. It just happens.
anyways, here is a pic of E3
(friend took it)
Posted by Ani-x - May 1st, 2010
no real news here, but i just cant get enough of these old spice commercial with Terry Cruz
All in one (at collage humor)
But i think my all time fav has to be this one.
and wile we are at it, lets show some awesome 3D dot hero's, Old Spice style.
IM A TANK!
I should probably stop drinking.